November 14, 2019

The Burger Dream



(c) 2019 edit


After several attempts,

I get it across—

 

burger,

with caramelized onions.

 

Something that basic

should not be difficult.

 

The fry cook heaps

raw onions onto the patty.

The bun is untoasted.

The meat looks undercooked.

 

I move to send it back.

 

In the hubbub,

the cashier hands my order

to a man walking by.

 

“Sir! —"

 

He returns it,

handled, soiled.

 

Where is a manager when you need one?

 

A boy—seventeen,

pimply,

reeking of cigarettes.

 

I explain.

 

Yes, Sure, there is a problem.

Why not accept it?

What is he supposed to do?

 

Then the owner,

sympathetic,

full of good intent.

 

She promises systemic change.

I wait for hours.

Nothing happens.

I am hungry.

 

I’m no longer sure what I want.

a good burger,

better service,

an apology,

justice.

 

I leave.

Tell everyone to stay away.

 

Yet I know

tomorrow

I’ll be back.


August 22, 2019

Day

(c) 2016 

Let me tell you 
about the happiest day, 
or at least the sunniest day,
or maybe it was a day when sky 
cracked open spilling rain or hail 
or fire. It was a day. 
And let me tell you about my companion.
The cat. That boy I had a crush on. 
My best friend. A girl I met, and in one
transitory moment the world held
until it didn’t. It left me void,
waiting, dispassionate,
because things end and I don’t believe
they should.